Thursday, January 29, 2009

When my alarm went off today, I thought of all the possible excuses I could think of to turn it off and continue laying there. I decided since I had an exam I ought not to choose today as my day to skip. So instead I reset the alarm to 5 minutes before I was suppose to get out the door. I threw my hair up and put on a sweatshirt, and made it with 1o minutes to spare and look over my notes. We have a new building on campus that my math class is in, the classrooms make me feel like I am in the oval office and I should be making major decisions for the world. 
I was so happy to see that people actually read my one post. I really thought it would just be me writing and no one looking. I am sure that no one really cares what is going on in my life, at least people that don't know me. If I were to put this blog on my facebook I would be completely embarrassed. I guess that means that I don't want people to know how I really feel, which could in return be a bad thing. I am not a quite person, but I don't express myself well. Most of the time when people meet me they think I am stuck up and conceited because I am not the person to just hug and make over people I don't really know. I keep most things inside until I bust, oh and when that happens it's not good. 
Yesterday at our college's basketball game there was a super model Marisa Miller, at the game. I was first sitting in a box seat and she was in the crowd right below me. I could watch everything she was doing, eating, the only thing I couldn't do was hear her. To my surprise she was eating popcorn and drinking a regular coke. After the game we went to the court because my friend is dating one of the coaches, she was down there with her husband waiting on one of the players that she had come to see. Apparently they have the same talent coach, and she came to watch his game with her husband, who had a mohawk and was wearing a orange scarf with a blue t-shirt. It was so interesting to see her being so excited about a college basketball game. She was taking pictures with her iphone. Her husband recorded every second of an interview with a player. Down on the court I literally sat right behind her, and decided I was going to change my life. I must admit my former boyfriend was obsessed with her so this may lead to my decision. I am a smaller girl I weigh about 115, but I am going to become toned and have an amazing body. So hopefully I can do this, I drink about 5 cokes a day and never drink water. So I am stopping that. That was the closest I have ever been to a real like A list celeb, I was shaking how pathetic is that. I have met a lot of famous athletes because my dad used to play professional baseball and at all his reunions there are great athletes but they were before my time and I really don't know anything about them. Plus I would much rather meet a supermodel. 
"Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be."


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